Hello, I am here again. I found that when I started blogging, I was writing for my readers. I hoped to become one of those ultra popular bloggers that people can’t go half a day without reading my witty thoughts. Alas, I never made it beyond a few dedicated friends as readers, and I am absolutely ok with that.
Friends don’t mind if you just blather on about whatever is inside your head. If I had dedicated readers, I would feel so much pressure to blog. Right now, I am blogging for me, to get my thoughts out of me.
I feel that there is a change brewing within me. I know that sometimes a traumatic event can bring about the winds of change, and I definitely do not have the corner market on trauma. I just find that something deep within my soul is different. I haven’t figured out what that is yet, but somehow I think it will be for the better. I hope it will be for the better.
Yesterday I read a post by Karen that I found so thought provoking. Normally I would have tried to just tell her it was beautiful in her comments section, but this time it resonated so deeply within me. I have found myself going back just to read the poem within the post again and again. Her whole overall message is that “this is the day your life will surely change…” I feel it, change. Something is coming… I also feel like breaking into a song from “Wicked” For Good Story of my life right now, I am changed, for good. There is no going back, so I am jumping in with both feet. Thanks for sticking around to read my ramblings, but this time I am writing for me, and that is good. I think.
